Friday 8 February 2013

The Urge to Purge

It's been over three months now and I have this downer on my crossdressing. I'm not why I go through this every now and then but I do. If it wasn't for my wife I would have chucked all my girly things away for the umpteenth time, but she is always there encouraging me.

I know this may sound strange to some of you but she missed me being Carolyn. She enjoys who I become. She especially misses our girly nights in chatting about stuff over a glass of Sauvignon. I did dress 4 times including this morning in those three months. Two of those times were because she insisted. When I did dress I really didn't feel like it and it didn't inspire me to dress again. I think I'm through it now because the other night I dressed and went out my home and walked for nearly half and hour. Not sure where the courage came from as I've said before I don't really look the part and did get some odd looks. Fortunately no trouble which is what we all fear when we venture out.

This morning I'm wearing what's in the photo below. I did try high heels but they were too uncomfortable for me. They are lovely though.

 
 
Except I was wearing a pair of flat Mary Janes.

It was dark outside and still is. A neighbour walked right past me and didn't see. I think I would have frightened her had she seen me.

Going to go out today but not sure where. My wife says we'll go somewhere. Suffolk or Norfolk is always a favourite if she wants me to dress.